What is...? The cold makes everything sleepy. The nights are longer that the days. All the trees show their most intimate secrets. Rain. Snow. Fog. Arthur's Seat is lonely again. And you walk, walk through darken streets. You spend quiet hours reading Old Scottish Literature. You study a language of the Other Side of The World. You try to understand its complicate characters. You try also to understand people's character. You miss someone. You feel like a Jane Austen's heroine. Despite the fact you know, the goal is not marriage. The goal is to be able of ruling your own life.

What is...?